nothing

I thought I was at the bottom before. About 7 months ago. I thought that was it and it couldn't get any worse on many levels. I now realize I was wrong. There was further down to go, because I added gas to the embers and created a forest fire. This is the bottom, it has to be. This is the end of a long, slow, hard fall and the impact has shattered everything. And not just for me.

And what is left to do now, is climb. And that's all that is left. And I will. But that doesn't mean it will get better.

this about sums it up

I have been on an I'm-not-fond-of-religion kick lately, and this was presented to me today and pretty much sums it up nicely.

It's a little small, so click on it if you want the full treatment. This is why spirituality is one thing and is something I can get behind, but religion is just wacky.